Review - The Maven

544There are a lot of things in my life that can use improvement, I freely admit this. One thing, dare I say the only thing, in my life that I thought I had perfected it was masturbation.

Unlike many women I know most men have it down pat. Sure the female sex blogging community are usually able to get themselves off easily, but a lot of girls I know have trouble. Every guy I know can make themselves come in a good minute and a half. Why would we need to masturbatory toy?

Well, there is the prostate, given, but that is a whole different catagory. There are a variety of new sensation that a dude can explore, but we surely don’t need help with the actual jerking off part, do we?

I’m a “masturbator” n00b, obviously. I’ve never used a sleeve of any kind. No fleshlight for me. What do I need with that?

Enter, The Maven. No seriously, enter one, they rock.

I’d never heard of elastomer, but apparently is it this silky cushy soft polymer that is phthalate-free and hypoallergenic. It’s porous, so it’s pretty much just a toy for one… though I’m not sure why you would want to share it unless you were putting on a show for someone.

I like the material, but it sort of never gets totally dry once you use lube and wash it off. It is very easy to clean, though. You just use it and then flip it inside out and wash it with soap and water. I keep it wrapped in paper towels between uses.

I use a little Astroglide, but any water based lube will do.

Ok, so how does it feel? Well, it certainly isn’t as good as sex, but it is better than your hand. The softness is interesting, like a blow job from someone with soft lips. That sounded a lot creepier than I wanted it to.

We are men, we don’t need pretty adjectives. The thing is affordable as sex toys go and it lasts a long time and it feel really good and it also reduces cleanup. You use it and then you take it to the bathroom and turn it inside out and wash it out. Fun!

I put a little dress on mine and I am planning on introducing it to my mom soon.

The Maven is not going to change your life, but it may change the way you masturbate or at least give you an interesting change of pace.

Three and a half stars!

A Good Start

For new readers, here is a list of my fiction posts with short blurbs.
(PS thanks to all who let me know the links were broken. I fixed them.)

The Wrong Smith Girl
I think this is one of my best pieces. A break up on a train and an awkward family reunion lead to a sleepy guy mixing up two sisters and a crush coming to light.

The Strand
Books, flirting and red hair. Who can ask for anything more?

The Barista
“I like my women like I like my coffee…” A snarky barista and a pretension customer meet up after hours. Caffeine plus hate sex equal hot times. Slight forced play.

Slow Summer Heat
Ever have one of those hot humid days where you slip into a slow Tennessee Williams fuck? Lovely vanilla sex.

Pet
A little vignette about a moment a long time ago. D/s themes.

Our Stop
Dangerous games in the back of a cab. Light exhibitionism.

Spanking
Vignette about the exhilaration of giving a good spanking.

Artist Management
The writing prompt was: A handsome European classical musician cornering a girl who works in his agent’s office.

Carolyn Blushes
A dark story about a guy who comes on to his roommate’s rather innocent girlfriend.

Mike
The interesting relationship between a straight guy and a young drag king in his apartment building.

The Date - Part One, Part Two
A rather involved date rape roleplay scene.

Rent
A girl can’t get enough money together to pay her roommate her share of the rent. A adequate comprise is found.

Halloween
An innocent girl gets lost in a forbidden fantasy on Halloween night.

Nerd Love
A silly little flash piece about serves going down and a nerd finally taking a leap.

The Bet
A little noir romp. No sex.

Anthony Boudain and the Naughty Chef de Partie
Jack does Real People Fan Fiction? Tony takes training new chefs seriously.

Mister McIntyre’s Secret
Part One, Part Two, Part Three, Part Four, Part Five, Part Six, Part Seven, Part Eight
A mousy secretary is obsessed with her boss. She finds herself to be incapable of saying no to him.

HNXMas

What to do while you wait for Santa? Practice your rope skills!

A half naked Christmas present from someone who is putting off taking the long train ride out to his family.

It’s a pretty decent double column!

Fiction - The Date, Part Two


Warning: This story involves forced sex/rape fantasies and role playing. Read Part One first.

I wonder what she saw when she looked at me. I was dying of curiosity, actually. I wanted to see the look in her eyes, study her body language, pick her apart, but we both had roles here. I had to drive. I had to look forward and clench my jaw and go.

“This isn’t the way to my apartment.” She was pouting with every word.

I didn’t have to pretend when I scoffed.

When I got to my block I was trying to formulate something that wouldn’t seem that horrific to anyone who might see us, but at the same time let her know that I was serious. I parked across the street and turned off the engine. I looked at her dead in the eyes. She had her arms folded in front of her chest and she was frowning.

“Listen. It’s only 9 o’clock. We both got a little crazy, but I really like you. Just come up for a couple of minutes, there’s something I want to show you. Then I promise I’ll take you home.”

She narrowed her eyes.

“I’m not stupid,” she murmured.

She wasn’t going to make this easy. I should have been mad, but I couldn’t stop smiling.

“Fine,” I said, opening my door and quickly running around to her side of the car.

I opened her door and I grabbed her arm hard and pulled her out. She tripped, but I held her up by her arm. I locked my door and my alarm chirped. I pulled her so that our faces were an inch apart.

“This is my neighborhood. Don’t make a scene. I want to talk to you, I can’t let you leave on this note. Just come up for a second and I’ll explain. We can’t talk out here, okay?” I said this all through gritted teeth.

When she rolled her eyes I looked around because every inch of me needed to smack her again. She knew it too. The edge of her lip just barely curled into a smile.

I pulled her across the street and she didn’t really start fighting me until we got to the door.

“I’m not going into your apartment, Jack. It’s not happening,” she said, trying to pull her arm from my grip.

I pulled her arm and then twisted it around her back.

“Just move.” My voice was steady and my grip was firm.

I opened the door and pushed her forward. She fought every step, but we were moving forward, past the wall of mailboxes and the little table of orphaned magazines.

In the elevator I put my hand over her mouth and pressed her against the wall. Her eyes were wide as she tensed in my grip. I took a hungry handful of her breast as she struggled.

When the door opened, I released her quickly and stood up straight. To our surprise, two of my neighbors were standing in the hallway waiting for the elevator. I smiled and walked out of the elevator and towards my door, listening intently for Stacy’s footsteps behind me.

“Hi,” she said politely to my neighbors.

I didn’t look back, I just opened my door. When I finally turned around she was standing in the hallway with her arms crossed again.

I walked towards her and she backed up. I lunged forward and caught both of her arms in my hands. She tried to turn, but I pulled her toward my door. She tried to pull my hands off of her arms, but before she knew it she was already in my apartment and the door was closed.

“I’ll scream.”

I chuckled. “Like you did when you saw my neighbors?”

She frowned, trying to think of an answer. The game versus real life. She didn’t want to break the role, but she knew she just did. She crossed her arms again, I pushed her against my door.

“You didn’t say a thing when they were watching us.”

She averted her gaze from mine.

“I… didn’t want to make a scene,” she whispered.

I slid my hand down her side and let my fingers spread out under her shirt. Her skin was hot and deliciously smooth. My other hand moved up and slipped into her short hair. I made a fist and she winced as I pulled her hair hard and made her face me.

“Stop. You said you just wanted to talk-” she started, but I pulled my hand from her hair and slapped her hard across the face again.

“I thought you said you weren’t stupid.”

There’s a laugh that sometimes comes over me. Have you ever heard the giggle a girl gets when she is being topped? The nervous, giddy, sort of uncontrollable giggle like being tickled just a little too long? This is the exact opposite of that laugh. This is when control washes over you and you turn that corner in your head and you know that no matter how hard she squirms you can hold her down and no matter how hard she fights you will win.

It’s the cocky laugh of someone who has been given the power. It’s not like I am taking something from her, after all. She is giving something to me. Something she feels she needs to give to me. It is always awkward for me to take it, because in a way I have been careful all my life not to, but once we were there and once we trusted each other enough, the decision is made and I find I am more than capable of enjoying it.

It’s was a good thing to remind myself as I hit her again. One more smack across the face. Her eyes flash as she faces me, cheek bright red and her breath coming in hard puffs out of her nose.

I pull her hands above her head and press them against the door. She tried to knee me in the balls and I smile wide and laugh again, moving my hip to block her and then pressing my knees against her legs so that she is pressed hard against the door.

“What are you going to do?” I say, my eyes on hers so that I can see my own reflection in angry green.

“I’m gunna fucking…” she spat through clenched teeth, but then just struggled more leaving her silly threat dangling unfinished.

I let her go a little and she pushed forward, then I turned and used her little momentum to push her forward so that she hit the side of my couch with her legs. I twisted one of her armed behind her again and put my other hand on the back of her neck and pushed her head down into the cushions of my couch as her body was bent over the arm.

She screamed into the cushion and flailed her her one free arm around, only hitting the couch and the wall.

I took of my belt off loudly with one hand and she froze a little, tensing her body. I grabbed her one flailing arm and pulled it behind her back, and then went to work getting the belt around her arms, just above the elbows. It wouldn’t hold her for long, but it was good for a little while.

I held her down with my hand on the belt holding her arms together behind her back. She struggled, but was already tiring herself out. All of her movement had made her skirt ride up and so I pulled it up some more so that I saw her blue pantied bottom. She tried to kick at me, but I pinned her legs to the couch with my knees.

“You’re a little pain in the ass, you know that?” I grunted as I pulled her back up standing, put my arms around her and picked her up.

I carried her squirming kicking body around the couch and threw her down on it face first so that she was laying on it, then I reached over to the other side of the couch and got the little box I’d set up just for this.

She wiggled back and forth and my belt was coming off, but I got some rope out of the box and was able to make a quick little tie around her wrists. She was furious, and actually kicked me once in the stomach as I went to grab her legs and tie them together with another bit of rope. It didn’t really hurt and I laughed as she looked back at me.

Every time she broke the little game, even with the smallest inauthentic look in her eyes it made me oddly giddy. I guess I needed the little reminders that it was all a game, or maybe the reminder of how much she wanted it to seem real but was unable to. It all just made me want to do all of these dirty things to her harder.

When she was tied, I looked down at the blue panties again. Her white skin was like a canvas. My heart was racing and my face was flushed. I took her hair in one hand and slapped her ass for the first time. She yelled into the couch, making muffled and pretty sounds. I spanked her again and again, her skin cold from being outside in the car for so long. Each time my hand landed the skin was warmer. My hand marks were bright red, each finger visible.

When I stopped she was panting loud and fast against the cushions. I put my hand on her now hot ass and lifted it quickly. She braced for the blow and I just laughed. I stopped laughing and took a breath and she tensed again, sure that this would be another volley, but I just laughed more. Then, finally I spanked her when she seemed the least expecting.

She finally lifted her ass up, making pleading yelps and arching her back trying to escape my hand. I let up and stroked her warm red skin.

“You hate this, hm?” I whispered down at her ear.

“I mean, there’s no way you’re enjoying this,” I continued, my fingers moving down her ass to her thighs. As my fingers crept towards her cunt she clenched her legs.

“Nooo!” she whined, but it was too late.

The baby blue panties were navy at the crotch with her wetness. I laughed as I rubbed the fabric against her sex. She sobbed “no” again and again, but I kept rubbing. She was moving her bottom away from my hand, but it was no use, I slipped a finger under the cotton and found very short, but soft hair that was deliciously wet.

Suddenly she let out a yell and bucked her hips away from me and started struggling hard and fast, falling off the couch for a moment. I pulled her back on the couch and got on top of her, kneeling on each side of her legs.

I grabbed her hair again with one hand and this anger filled me. I spanked her once hard and then grabbed those panties and pulled as hard as I could with one quick rush of energy. The cotton ripped instantly, though they didn’t come off. She cried out and tried to get away, but I was sitting on her legs. I pulled more of her panties off, finally getting the crotch to rip so that her sex was exposed.

I unzipped my pants and she started squealing and trying to pull herself away by her elbows. I took out my cock, which was sore from being achingly hard for so long in my pants. I pulled a condom from my pocket and opened it, pulling the slippery thing out and rolling it onto my cock.

“Don’t, Jack, don’t,” she said, her eye catching mine as she turned her head.

Her eyes were red and her cheeks were wet. She looked me in the eyes for only the tiniest of second and then looked away and said “no” again. She couldn’t look at me, I knew it. She couldn’t see me, she wanted me to be the attacker. She wanted me to be the rapist.

“Shut the fuck up you fucking cunt,” I said in a low hard voice.

I slapped her in the back of the head and grabbed her hair. I leaned down and whispered into her ear. “You better fucking shut up.”

I pressed down against her, her back arching and her ass pushing up. I felt the heat of her cunt against me and I moved against her, I held my cock in one hand and her hair in the other and I pushed it forward, finding the slickness of her wetness and then I pushed into her.

I was inside of her and she was bucking against me.

“No, no, no!” it wasn’t cry of alarm anymore, it was her mantra.

The angle wasn’t working, I got up roughly, slipping out of her. I looked down at her panting mostly clothed body. I pulled off my shoes and pants and reached down and picked her up. I carried her in my arms the short distance and deposited her on my bed. She struggled, but was too tired and overwhelmed to do more than wiggle around. I pushed up her shirt and pulled down the cups of her bra enough to get her breasts out a bit. I sucked on her nipples which were smallish and pink.

I laughed as I sucked them because she couldn’t hold in a loud moan as I sucked them and twirled my tongue around them. I felt her tits roughly and then spanked each on a few times. She winced and her eyes rolled back. I slapped them more and then slapped her across the face.

“Come on you fucking slut. Where’d the fight go?” I goaded.

She glared at me with the fire I saw before and she let out a animal like growl.

I laughed more, right in her face. Then I pushed her bound legs up so that her knees almost touched her face and I moved my cock back to her cunt and it slipped in like there were magnets connecting our sexes. She was soaked to the middle of her thighs. I pushed in hard and grabbed her hips and fucked her that way. Both of her ankles resting on one of my shoulders as I slammed into her hard and fast, the whole bed moving.

She was moaning and grunting with every thrust and mumbling little things I couldn’t make out and then everything was going faster and my heart was pounding in my ears.

She came first, hard. So hard her muscles clenched tight. I kept fucking her. I felt my orgasm starting somewhere inside of my stomach. I felt it coming. Then she tensed again and let out a “fuck” and her muscles clutched so tight she pushed me right out of her cunt.

I quickly repositioned myself, grabbing my cock, which was soaked, and pushing it back just in time for me to start coming. I pushed in hard and tried to hold on to her hips. My body was failing, the intensity was taking over and all I could do was push into her and scream as I came and came.

Then there was only panting.

She was limp like a rag doll as I untied her. Her whole demeanor had changed completely. She was quiet, docile, almost sad looking. I started to worry. She looked up and gave me a crooked little smile.

“Wow,” she said blinking.

I broke into a different laugh, my real laugh, I fell into her arms and she curled up against me and we kissed softly. I looked into her eyes and she looked into mine. We communicated a lot in a few seconds of stairing. Then I pulled off her clothes and she pulled of the rest of mine and we slipped under the blankets and didn’t say a word. We just kissed and I soothed her and we just enjoyed the lingering electricity of our second date.

BLOG LIKE A PARODY OF YOURSELF DAY

Lord, people sicken me. I was walking by a Olive Garden and I couldn’t take the mediocracy of the plebeian masses anymore. This abomination to all that is good Italian food needed to be stopped, so I made a Moltov Cocktail out of 25 year old Scotch and burned the place to the ground.

Later that night after feasting on fois gras poutine and things you wouldn’t understand I went back to my amazing apartment (in Manhattan with exposed brick) and deconstructed a Goethe novel in the orignal German while drinking Blue Mountain espresso. Then my date stopped by, this extremely beautiful eighteen year old girl dressed in a school girl uniform. I gave her 417 orgasms. Then she brought three of her friends over and I fucked them all while they performed Joseph Haydn’s Quartet Opus 20 Number 4. I think I may have gotten lube on that one girl’s cello.

Later on I came while we listened to Heavy Vegitable by Slint and being fellated by all four of the girls at once.

I have to stop writing this now. I have amazing stories to finish.

Please keep sending me pictures of yourselves naked, after all I deserve them for blessing your minds with my art.

Holiday

A lovely weekend of spice cookies with snowflakes and kissing and shopping and walking around in the cold.

And look what I found under my tree!

Mariella makes the perfect stocking stuffer.

Fiction - The Date, Part One


Warning: This story involves forced sex/rape fantasies and role playing. Read Part Two next.

The Date, Part One

The crickets chirped as I pulled the car up to the clearing. Nothing but trees around us and stars above us. I turned off the motor but left the lights and the radio on. Out here the station was a little static-y, but the smooth sounds of an old Motown song came through.

Stacy was twenty. We met online, talked a lot, hit it off. I wasn’t sure she would go for me. I was ten years older, a little awkward. Turns out she was just as awkward. Two book nerds who found we hit it off pretty well over coffee.

She was pretty; sort of fair skinned, green eyed, very short reddish brown hair parted neatly with bangs that were swept to the side and held back with a barrette. She was that perfect (at least for me) edge of just a little chubby. The slightest little belly and a plump bottom and chubby cheeks and cupid bow lips. She wore a light blue shirt with some band name on it I’ve never heard of and a smart little denim skirt. Knee high socks and Chucks. Cute. Adorable even. Big bright eyes and lip-glossed lips.

This was our second date, the first being the coffee. This time it was a foreign film and some Indian food. It was sort of perfect and now we were caught in the grips of the awkward pre-first-kiss conversation.

“It’s beautiful up here,” she marveled, looking out of the windshield at the stars. Orion was visible, the full moon loomed huge and silver in the distance. The sky was dark blue, but not quite night.

“You look beautiful,” I said, marveling too.

She looked down at her knees and smiled her crooked little smile.

I wasn’t sure exactly how to do it, the first move is so hard to make organic and casual. I shifted in my seat, moving a little closer to her. She pulled her skirt to cover some of the expanse of skin between where her socks ended and it began and settled closer to me, so that our shoulders just brushed.

When our bodies touched for that second we turned and faced each other. It was the moment. I moved in and she moved in, and then everything in the world faded and it was just the taste of her vanilla lip gloss and the softness of her kiss and my hand on her side as she turned in to give herself to the kiss fully.

It was perfect, a long slow kiss. Just the slightest brush of our tongues together, the sweetness of her mouth and the lingering spice of our dinners and her cherry coke.

When we pulled apart she was beaming. I’m sure I was too. Her skin glowed in the moonlight, powdery and pale. She giggled a little, her eyes sparkling, and then closed her eyes when I moved in to kiss her again.

We kissed, my hand again resting on her side. I could feel the warmth of her skin through the cotton. As her mouth opened a little more, my hand moved up a little until my thumb touched the bottom of her bra. She giggled again, breaking our kiss. I moved my hand up a little more just barely cupping her breast. She took a deep breath and looked me in the eyes. Then she pushed my hand down.

She sat up in her seat, swallowing. I looked down and gave her an apologetic smile. She looked at me, the light blue of her eye shadow making her eyes vivid. I noticed a touch of glitter on her cheeks. That with the way her bangs were held back with a baby blue barrette made her look so young and fresh faced.

I took a breath and sat back too. She watched me, bit her lip a little, then seeming to have made up her mind, leaned over and kissed me again. We fell into a deeper kiss, mouths growing hungrier. She slipped her arms around me and sighed into my neck, then kissed my cheek, looking up into my eyes.

I smiled back as my hand smoothed her shirt, moved up and cupped her breast again. Her eyes flashed angry as she pushed my hand away. My hand rested on her leg. I frowned at her. The atmosphere in the car grew increasingly more tense.

My fingers moved up to the edge of her shirt and then under it. She made a tiny angry huff and tried to push it away but I slipped my hand under her shirt and moved it up the hot skin of her stomach and then cupped her lacy bra-covered breast.

“No!” she cried and pulled at my hand, but I caressed and relished the soft forbidden delicacy of her body as she tried to pull me away. I pulled at her bra and then at her insanely soft skin until I freed one breast from confinement. She pulled at my hand, but I wouldn’t budge. Once my fingers felt the delicious little nub of her nipple I was lost to anything but the feel of her.

That’s when she smacked me.

*

It was some time after our first date when I had first found her blog. She left hints, she mentioned writing about this or that online. I googled her email address and it wasn’t very hard to connect the dots. A pretty blue webpage with entries that ranged from innocent to downright smutty.

I left a comment, something benign. She emailed me, telling me she didn’t mind that I read it. I asked her about fantasies. She said she had all kinds.

She was so much bolder online, but aren’t we all. I told her how I wanted to kiss her when we went out for coffee. She said I should have. It went back and forth like this.

“I’m not good at making the first move,” she admitted. “In fact I sort of need a guy to make the first move.”

She told me how she wanted it, how she wanted to be taken, how she wanted me to take her. I was dubious. It wasn’t exactly my thing… or was it? The idea germinated in the back of my mind.

She told me it didn’t matter - it was a game we could play or not. She said if I wanted some reassurance then I should stop if she said “ice cream” or if she banged three times on something.

“In case you are covering my mouth.” she wrote.

“I like to have my mouth covered.” she added.

My head was buzzing with some sexual version of cognitive dissonance. This nice pretty sweet girl having such edgy fantasies.

*

“Just stop, ok?” Stacy sighed, folding her arms over her chest and pouting.

“Maybe we should just go home.” I said, which confused her. I tried not to smile. The battle between wanting to keep up the façade and wanting to continue fooling around seemed to throw her.

I turned the key in the ignition and the car rumbled to life. She put her hand on mine and looked me in the eyes.

“Just wait. We’re having a good time. You just got… carried away. I’m sorry if I over-reacted.” she was looked down now, unsure.

I turned off the engine. I sat back and looked at her, relishing the embarrassment.

“It’s just that I thought you liked me, Stacy.”

She smiled weakly. “I do!”

I smiled back and leaned in to kiss her. She pulled back for a moment and then kissed me chastely on the lips. I smiled again into her kisses and kissed her deeply. Her eyes fluttered as she melted into the kiss and I felt her trembling a little.

My hand landed on her knee, innocently. As we kissed my fingers traced little circles in her skin. She was aware of it, but it wasn’t that intrusive. We were really kissing now. The sweetness of her mouth almost made me forget what game we were playing.

When I pushed her back a little and my hand started working up her thigh she gasped into my mouth, breaking our kiss. I had to push up her skirt at the same time or my hand wouldn’t fit between her legs - Show quoted text - the night was upon us. The door swung open and before I knew it she was slipping away, tumbling to the grass outside of the car.

I got out and stood over her. She was panting, her skirt still pulled up to her waist, the light blue of her panties showing a little. I held out my hand.

“I have to go home, Jack. Take me home.” she pouted, not looking into my eyes.

This little ball of worry started in my stomach. Was this all a game? Did I break some rule or go too far? She hadn’t said the word.

“You have to take me home, please! You can’t just… just… you can’t ra-” she bit her lip. “You can’t just fuck me here.”

She was still on the floor, looking down at my shoes. Her legs opening a little, her hair slightly rustled.

We can be all different kinds of people at different times and certain people brought out different things in us. This wasn’t me. This wasn’t something I particularly wanted, but in the moment I was lost in this girl’s fantasy. It took me over and, suddenly, I was rock hard. My eyes narrowed and I was what she wanted me to be.

There is a euphoria in that, because you don’t have to be who you are and you can revel in being something someone truly wants.

And that’s when I hit her.

Just a smack across the face. One smack and you find out so much about a girl. They can call the whole thing off, though I’ve never gotten to that point with someone who would call things off for a smack in the face. There are girls who will take it and look down and blush. There are girls who will get giddy little smiles after they are smacked, delighting in the adrenaline rush. Then there are the girls like Stacy who look right into your eyes and clench their jaws. Girls who fight back.

I like them all in different ways, bratty to groveling, but a fighter is extra fun.

She glared at me as she held her cheek and awkwardly got up off the ground. One of her knees was stained green from the grass, just above her sock.

She was about to say something when headlights came from behind us. I saw two cars pull up to a clearing nearby. This was sort of a “lover’s lane” type place with a clear view of the sky and nothing else to disturb people. I had hoped we would have the place to ourselves, but it looked like we might have to find another place for our little game.

I walked around the car and got into the driver’s seat. I looked at her through the open passenger side door and, starting the engine, said “Get in the fucking car.”

She glared, took a look at the other cars, and obeyed. She sat in the seat with a huff and crossed her arms and frowned.

“Are you taking me home?” she said with a pout.

I didn’t answer her, I just stepped on the gas.

Trailers

Oh dear readers, I am writing as fast as I can. Unfortunately work is stressful and consuming both my time and energy. Fret not, I will be posting a bevy of longer short stories soon. All of which are (in my opinion) very intense.

Here are some previews.

From Desperate

Her hips bucking and thrusting like the well oiled pistons of some desperate engine.

Need was siren song potent. Nothing would stop her from coming. She whined because she couldn’t go fast enough on top of him. She couldn’t get that friction. She whined in that way he relished, she couldn’t muster enough of her brain to form the words to express what she needed.

He knew.

Taking her ass in his hands he lifted her and then pulled her down on him. Then he started thrusting up as he pulled her down to meet him. It rocked her forward and her breasts pressed into his chest. Her lips were close enough to kiss, but her eyes were so far away. She was all lust now, lost in the pumping and building.

“Just,” she said pausing between ever thrust, “fill me,” she winced at the pleasure, “up.”

From The Secrets of a Mouse, Part One

She seemed like a little mouse. That’s how I thought of her, what I called her in my head. My little mouse. Oh, how I was wrong.

That’s the way it is being a man sometimes. You see a woman and she can’t look you in the eyes. She is sweet and pretty and her cheeks go red when you joke with her and you think you know her. You imagine her small and innocent and you are tall and strong and can show her the world. In a way it is comforting. It makes you powerful. All the secrets of desire are yours to show her.

Real life is far more complex, as well as far more interesting.

From The Date

I got out of the car and stood over her. She was panting, her skirt still pulled up to her waist, the light blue of her panties showing a little. I held out my hand.

“I have to go home, Jack. Take me home.” she pouted, not looking into my eyes.

This little ball of worry started in my stomach. Was this all a game? Did I break some rule or go to far? She hadn’t said the word.

“You have to take me home, please. You can’t just… just… you can’t just ra-” she bit her lip. “You can’t just fuck me here.”

She was still on the floor, looking down at my shoes. Her legs opening a little, her hair a little messed up.

We can be all different kinds of people at different times and certain people brought out different things in us. This wasn’t me. This wasn’t something I particularly wanted, but in the moment I was lost in this girls fantasy. It took me over and I was suddenly rock hard. My eyes narrowed and I was what she wanted me to be.

There is a euphoria in that, because you don’t have to be who you are and you can revel in being something someone truly wants. There is a freedom in that because I know the rules of being a fantasy a lot better than the rules of being a second date.

And that’s when I hit her.

Not a Review, a Story about Condoms

I feel like I need to talk about something I found a month ago that has changed my sex life more than anything in the last ten years.

The right condom.

I never really had a big problem with condoms. They were just a thing I had to used unless I was in a serious monogamous relationship and my partner was on some form of birth control. I thought I was buying good ones. I got various Trojans, usually just the lubricated ones in the blue package. I never really thought about it, which come to think of it was odd since I think about everything else having to do with sex far too much.

In the past I had a few experiences where I tried to put on a condom and it just didn’t work. It got stuck half way on and wouldn’t roll anymore. Then I try and pull at it, hold the tip, roll it back a little and then try again. By then my hands are covered in lube and my erection is withering.

I curse. I makeout a little, fool around and get out of my head. I try a new one, but now the pressure is on.

For some reason in the last few months this started happening a lot more. Also a few times I noticed that the condom felt way tighter on my cock, especially around the middle. It got a little painful sometimes.

Now, I have a average sized cock. It is normal and I am happy with it. I have been told it is a little thick but I don’t think it is girthy enough to need some kind of extra large condom. Still these problems were getting annoying so I decided to try a few new ones.

I tried the Trojan Extra Sensitive and liked that one even less than the regular kind. I tried a regular lubricated Lifestyle, which felt very similarly to the Trojan and I even tried a non latex condom when I was with a girl who was allergic to latex and didn’t like that one at all.

So I did a little research. I went on a few sites that had condom reviews. I found that Durex seemed to test very well, especially the Extra Sensitive and the Love varieties.

I couldn’t find the Love so I settled on the Extra Sensitive. From the first go I found they slipped on far more easily that any other I have used. The sex was way better, smoother, it felt more like bareback sex. Also my partners seemed to get less sore and these condoms didn’t smell like latex.

I am so excited I ordered a hundred of the Durex Love condoms.

These new condoms combined with the bottle of Sliquid I got at the calendar party have made for a new world of sex. I swear the sex has been so good I haven’t even had any time to tie anyone up!

Fiction - Rent


I am working on a bunch of stories, but this is the only one that is finished. Thanks to an editor who needs to start blogging!

Rent

The whole idea of a female roommate was a bit odd to Mark. When his first roommate Tom moved out Mark was in a pretty tough place financially, so he took the first person who inquired about the room. Paige was quiet, neat and mostly stayed out of his way so it worked out well.

Mark had been going to business school and needed someone to pay half of his rent. Once he got a good job, though, he had more than enough money and kept Paige as his roommate just out of habit. It was nice to come home to someone sometime and Mark didn’t have the time to find a girlfriend because of the insane hours he worked, so it was fun to have someone to see a movie with and occasionally cook for.

Paige was still in school and was very broke. She certainly needed the roommate situation, though even with the low rent she could barely make ends meet.

Coming home one night Mark saw his roommate sitting on the couch studying as usual. Paige was pre-med and was working hard to get into medical school. Usually Mark tended to look at his roommate as a friend, not a close friend, but in the way a good roommate tends to be. There when you want to hang out and gone when you want to be alone. They had both honed their radar to know when the other needed their space.

Sometimes, like tonight, when Paige was busy and preoccupied and didn’t even notice Mark coming in, she dressed in a very loose tee shirt with nothing under it and some boxer shorts and Mark was acutely reminded that his roommate was very much female. Mark moved around the apartment quietly, trying not to disturb her as she studied. He put away his briefcase and groceries and tried not to stare as she leaned forward looking at a book, giving him a perfect view down her shirt.

Paige was not a very glamorous girl. She was very focused on being a doctor. She didn’t wear much makeup, she didn’t dress very fancily, but she had a lovely little body. There had been many times when Mark chided himself for letting his eyes linger on her large breasts. As he stood between the living room where she studied and his bedroom, he put a few books away in the bookshelf and found himself hypnotized by the line of her cleavage. Watching her lean forward even more, he got the slightest glimpse of the pink of her areola before she sat up and looked at him with a start.

“Mark! Oh, I didn’t hear you come in.”

Mark smiled, hoping she didn’t catch him staring at her tits. There was some look in her eyes and maybe a little redness in her cheeks that told him that she might have.

“Sorry. I didn’t want to disturb you,” Mark said, trying to ignore the sudden weird tension he felt.

Mark walked into the living room and noticed Paige squirming to pull her shirt down to cover her exposed legs a bit.

“It’s okay. I’ve been at this for around six hours straight. I had to get all these new textbooks and I’m trying to finish these readings by tomorrow.”

Mark looked at the variety of open books and nodded empathetically.

“Paige, I know you’re busy but I kind of have to ask you about… the rent.”

She winced and looked away embarrassed.

“I’ve been cool about it, you usually pay me a week or two late, which is fine… but it’s February 20th and you still haven’t given me anything. And you are two months behind on your half of the electric.”

She put a bookmark in between the pages she was reading and closed the heavy textbook.

“Yeah. Even used, this book was like $200. I had no idea I would have all these extra expenses like lab fees and photocopies and a million other things. I guess I’m going to have to try and get… a part time job or something. You’re being really understanding Mark, really. I’m trying to get some money together, but right now I have around $100 to my name. I wish I could give you something, but I don’t have it.”

She sniffled a little and Mark felt guilty for bringing it up.

“If you need me… I mean… If you have to kick me out or what ever…” She didn’t finish the sentence. She had no money and her parents lived far away and gave her what they could. Her scholarship money only went so far.

Mark cleared his throat. He didn’t want her out, but he couldn’t exactly let her live there for free.

“I don’t want you to move out. I don’t know what to do exactly. Listen, let’s give it a couple of weeks and see what you can pull together. Maybe you can give me a little and we can work the rest out.”

She nodded, wiping her eyes.

*

Four days later he came home to find her asleep on the couch surrounded by books. He wondered if he should wake her, but thought better of it. As he put his things away he noticed that she was once again wearing nothing but a tee shirt and tiny shorts. The tee shirt had ridden up as she slept and exposed a bit of her stomach and the way she was sleeping her legs and thighs were exposed as well. There was something about the position that made Mark stare, though he knew he shouldn’t.

The curve of her leg, her knee, then the smoothness of her thigh leading up to her ass … also leading up to that point between her legs. As she shifted in her sleep her legs moved a little more apart and he could see up the leg of her shorts a bit, catching a glimpse at a little patch of pink underwear.

“Damn, it’s been too long since I had a girlfriend,” he thought to himself.

He didn’t notice her eyes fluttering open as he stood there, holding his open briefcase, ogling her half naked body.

“Mark?”

He nearly jumped.

“Oh, uh, hi. I…” He looked down at his briefcase and then turned around, putting things away.

“I… uh… I just came in and I was totally zoning out. I just worked like 13 hours,” he said quickly.

Looking up she gave him the strangest look. He wasn’t sure what to make of it, but he thought his best bet was going to his room, quietly relieving this sexual tension and going to sleep as quickly as possible.

*

A week after that Mark came home to find his roommate once again asleep on the couch. This time the sight made his jaw clench and his pants tighten. She wore a smaller shirt, not like the over sized things he’d been accustomed to seeing. This was a tank top that was very low cut in the front. What was even more provocative was the fact that she was wearing only that top and a pair of panties.

She was curled up in a ball on the couch, which gave him a perfect view of her ass. He wanted her badly. He wanted to curl up next to her and spoon her and slip his arm around her and cup her breast. He wanted to kiss her. He wanted to fuck her.

He went to his room quickly this time; he didn’t want to get caught starring at her again, especially when she was nearly naked.

In his room he paced and went over and over again in his head the details of her body. He didn’t know why it had taken so long to notice how hot she was. He had been so focused on being a good roommate, staying out of her way, working hard; he never took the time to see how sexy she was.

Mark sat down on his bed and stroked the hardness under his pants. He had to forget this. He knew his best bet was jerking off and going to bed. He thought about going out to take one more peek, but he laughed at himself. He was a grown man and he was going to start playing Peeping Tom in his own house.

Just then a knock came from his door. It opened without him responding.

Paige stood there in the tank top and the panties with a sleepy look in her eyes. She walked in and closed the door behind her.

“I thought I heard you come in. I wanted to talk to you.” Her voice was low, she looked nervous.

“Oh, yeah. Hope I didn’t wake you.”

She shrugged. He could see the tips of her nipples hard under the shirt. He tried not to devour every inch of her with his eyes.

“It’s about the rent, Mark.”

Mark tried to keep his eyes on hers and not on her body.

“You’ve been really good about the rent and stuff. I’m really not doing well financially. I know you are. You could probably just pay the rent easily yourself, but we both know that’s not fair.”

She moved towards him slowly, standing in front of him and blushing a deep red.

“I’ve been thinking about some other arrangement we could come up with where I could pay you my share… maybe in a different way.”

Mark opened his mouth, but couldn’t figure out what to say. He thought he knew where she was going with this, but he knew it couldn’t be. He thought he must not have been understanding her.

“I’ve lived here for just over a year and I’ve seen that you are trustworthy and a very good person. I know you work hard. Really hard all week and on weekends too.” She knelt down in front of him and looked up with doe eyes.

“Maybe instead of rent you could use someone to help you. You know…” She bit her lip and batted her eyes. “A girl to just use and fuck. Someone to suck your cock when you get home.”

She reached up and undid his belt, unbuttoned his fly and stared into his eyes as she pulled out his hard cock.

“Do you think that would be worth rent? I could do it a lot. I could be like a live in slut for you. Would that be okay?”

She moved in and he felt her hot breath on his cock. It was so hard it was painful. It had been so long since he’d gotten a blow job. When her mouth enveloped him he groaned loudly and his eyes closed.

She sucked him perfectly. She got his cock wet and jerked him off while she sucked. The pressure was making him crazy. The whole thing was too much and he felt himself edging towards an orgasm very quickly.

“I’m… it’s…” he tried to say, but he was already coming.

She kept going, faster, sucking hard and long. She sucked him as he came, the feeling of her hot mouth on him when the orgasm his was almost too much. He loved the feel of her continuing to suck after he came. Every muscle in his body relaxed and he fell back onto the bed. Soon he felt her crawling next to him and whispering in his ear.

“So? What do you think?”

He smiled at her, thinking. There had always been something so straight forward about Paige; even now, the look in her eyes showed that she was hot, horny and probably wet, but still considering this a business arraignment. Mark, now realizing the implications of the step she just took, pondered the situation. As he did, his cock grew hard.

“Well, as nice as that was, you owe me a lot of money. If you want to start this kind of arrangement I’m going to need a lot more than a blow job.”

She climbed on to his bed and turned around and then pulled down her panties down to to the middle of her thighs. She looked back at him from her position on her hands and knees.

Mark turned and knelt in front of her waiting body. His cock hard as his mind raced with possibilities.

“I’m willing to be your live in slut,” she said matter of factly, as she arched her back and exposed everything to him.

Mark smiled, realizing this was a lot more than a useful business arrangement for her. He grabbed her ass and slid his still wet cock head against the wetness of her. She purred and whined.

“Twice a week? Anything I want. Anywhere I want.”

She nodded quickly, reaching back and squeezing her ass and looking at him, her eyes glazed over with lust.

“Yes.”

As he slipped in and groaned at the heat of her he whispered, “Then we can talk about the electric and cable bills.”