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How Jack Bottoms

In exploring BDSM in a variety of ways I found my base power position (top) relatively quickly. I like to be the one doing things, hitting, fucking, tying, commanding, humiliating, etc. The complexities of topping versus service topping and other mixed dynamics certainly came up later, but have never really concerned me. I feel like I am naturally toppy, especially in many of the relationships I have been in so far, but that’s not all I am. I contain multitudes and stuff, you know the deal.

Being dominant is a very chemical thing for me and is extremely individual. Most people, even people I am attracted to, don’t necessarily trigger my dominant or sadistic side. Some people I meet I feel aggressive and dominant towards right away. I don’t necessarily act on those feelings, but I note them. In recent memory there have be two or maybe three times that I met someone and I immediately felt very submissive towards them. I am fascinated by who those people were and the reasons why I felt that way, but that’s another post.

I don’t really get turned on my being a “master” to someone. I don’t necessarily like when people do what I want out of respect or need to serve. I like to make people do what I want out of fear, pain or desire to get something. Or, you know, consensual force and/or extortion. Dominance and submission are much more tied into sex and sadism with me, though when I trust someone a lot I do get into more emotional and psychological aspects of DS.

I am writing this all to give you a feel for my general attitude towards power. I do this to now explain the exceptions.

I like eating pussy. I don’t mean that in the way some men say they like eating pussy because it is just something boys say to be looked at as good lovers. This is something integral to my personality. Note: I certainly do not see oral sex as an inherently “bottom” activity. You can go down on someone from either side of the collar, so to speak. A big thing for me is “making” someone come. I like to be in control of that and responsibly for that and be able to give it or take it away. It’s a big turn on for me.

Let me take you back to high school. I had this best friend who identified as a lesbian, but had occasionally been with boys. We were very good friends. We were in fact best friends in that intense hyper high school friend way. We were part of an incestuous little group of wannabe intellectuals who smoked cloves and went to spoken word poetry nights and were scared people would figure out we really didn’t get a lot of the Chomsky we were reading.

Well, being sexual people and close friends and horny teenagers we slipped into a very weird relationship. That being, for four or five months I would go over her house every day after school and go down on her for (literally) an hour or two and then we would listen to The Doors and I would go home.

We attempted “penis-in-vagina” sex once or twice, but it just didn’t work. She wasn’t into penetration, at least not from me. She did enjoy my oral skills though and was very vocal about telling me how to improve them. She was also very multi-orgasmic and so these long sessions were wet and wild and loud as hell.

Looking back I realize that there were a lot of power dynamics going on during these encounters. Though it wasn’t talked about or even really consciously thought about (at least on my part), she was very much in charge. I was there to service her. She laid back and I got on my knees and I basically licked and sucked until my jaw and tongue were aching. She came and came, dozens of times. I got off on knowing that I was making her come.

Though it wasn’t the first time I’d been intimate with a woman on a regular basis (I had a pretty sexual youth), it was the first time I really got to see a vagina, spread out, in the light, no shyness or back seat fumbling. I got to explore it, I got well articulated feedback without any shame or discomfort.

I’ve never been in a relationship like that since, but similar feelings have been stirred up lately when I played around with something the kids call Queening.

I’ve been in the position of having a girl sit on my face before, I enjoy it, but recently when M and I were playing around in bed and I brought up that maybe she should do that, it suddenly turned into something very different.

The dynamics of M and I are fun. I am the daddy type top and she is the sometimes timid and often bratty little girl bottom. These are roles we slipped into nearly immediately upon meeting and play around with in a variety of ways that we both find hugely entertaining.

Bratty and rambunctious are one thing, but as we started playing that night it felt a little different. I felt different and she had a new glint in her eye.

With my arms sort of pinned down by her knees and my body mostly ignored because she was facing forward, she ground her pussy into my mouth. I tried to keep up, not exactly used to the pussy being pushed at me. I sucked when I could and licked what I could and pushed my tongue into available places, but she was very much in control. Then she grabbed my hair and moved up a little so that the chubby lips of her vagina were coving my mouth and nose.

She pushed her weight down a little more. I felt my body tighten. All I could smell and taste were her juices and the smoothness of her waxed lips against my slightly stubbly face. My cock was untouched, but rock hard and throbbing.

When she finally pulled away a little I gasped for breath and she laughed. Playful, but wicked.

Then she pulled up, hovering just out of reach and I strained and whimpered.

I remember thinking, “what the fuck? Did I just whimper?”

I went with it. It was a little hard letting go. I wanted to, though. All I wanted was to taste more and have all my senses overwhelmed by her cunt again.

I pushed out a little “please” and she lowered herself slowly to let me lap at her again.

The sex afterwards was ridiculously hot.

The minute she was off of me though, I was back in charge. Even more than before because now it was payback. We both knew it and we both enjoyed it.

Still, the idea of it makes me shudder and I like that. The idea of being overwhelmed by something so intimate. Nothing in my world except her pussy and my need and requirement to please her by licking it. I like knowing in what ways I can let myself be vulnerable. I like knowing in which ways submission is arousing to me. It’s a side of myself that is murky and weird and, in a lot of ways, much more physical than emotional.

22 Comments

  1. I enjoyed this post very much Jack and do have some experience with the subject. You do come across in a different light and I love the complexity. I’d really like to discuss this with you privately either in email or Thursday if you’re attending ABC. Whichever you prefer. Xx, J

  2. I enjoyed this post very much Jack and do have some experience with the subject. You do come across in a different light and I love the complexity. I’d really like to discuss this with you privately either in email or Thursday if you’re attending ABC. Whichever you prefer. Xx, J

  3. oh man. I so know that feeling, and in fact I think have had a similar thing happen in that similar position. sometimes I guess it’s easy for me to get desperate for certain things … :)

    thanks for this. always lovely to hear the softer more difficult vulnerable sides, the unexpected stuff, the times when it is surprising and way hot.

    jeez I do love the way you write.

  4. oh man. I so know that feeling, and in fact I think have had a similar thing happen in that similar position. sometimes I guess it’s easy for me to get desperate for certain things … :)

    thanks for this. always lovely to hear the softer more difficult vulnerable sides, the unexpected stuff, the times when it is surprising and way hot.

    jeez I do love the way you write.

  5. Thank you so much Jack for sharing that experience. I visually saw everything that was going on. I have been in that situation before and words cannot describe what I felt, but you did a great job in what I was feeling at the time.

    The dynamics of your relationship must be great. I just love peering into the lives of other people if they are willing to share either in visual or written form. I think you can learn what other are going through to make your life better or learn form others mistakes.

    Keep up the great work. All I can saw if very, very nice.

  6. Thank you so much Jack for sharing that experience. I visually saw everything that was going on. I have been in that situation before and words cannot describe what I felt, but you did a great job in what I was feeling at the time.

    The dynamics of your relationship must be great. I just love peering into the lives of other people if they are willing to share either in visual or written form. I think you can learn what other are going through to make your life better or learn form others mistakes.

    Keep up the great work. All I can saw if very, very nice.

  7. Awesome post! I love it when guys who are traditionally tops discover the hotness of bottoming. Thanks for sharing!

  8. Awesome post! I love it when guys who are traditionally tops discover the hotness of bottoming. Thanks for sharing!

  9. “What the fuck? Did I just whimper?”

    Yeah, you did! And I think I whimpered when I read that. So so hot Jack. Loved it.

  10. “What the fuck? Did I just whimper?”

    Yeah, you did! And I think I whimpered when I read that. So so hot Jack. Loved it.

  11. I liked this. Give-and-take is usually more interesting than all give, or all take. At least to me.

  12. I liked this. Give-and-take is usually more interesting than all give, or all take. At least to me.

  13. I totally relate to this. Great article. I have to say that I’m with you. I LOVE TO EAT PUSSY.

  14. I totally relate to this. Great article. I have to say that I’m with you. I LOVE TO EAT PUSSY.

  15. mmmmm. this *so* fits in with a dynamic i’ve been exploring lately. mostly Daddy/little girl where i’m the submissive, but he lets the baby domme out to play sometimes and it is really fucking hot. for both of us.

    for a long time, i didn’t see the appeal of this position. the idea of it just made me feel scared/in charge. but i’m getting more and more interested, and your description has me sitting up straight thinking, hmmmm. now that sounds *fun.*

    thanks for sharing this. i’ve been looking for more complex dynamics lately (where the same person doesn’t always top or bottom). makes me feel like i can envision it for myself.

  16. mmmmm. this *so* fits in with a dynamic i’ve been exploring lately. mostly Daddy/little girl where i’m the submissive, but he lets the baby domme out to play sometimes and it is really fucking hot. for both of us.

    for a long time, i didn’t see the appeal of this position. the idea of it just made me feel scared/in charge. but i’m getting more and more interested, and your description has me sitting up straight thinking, hmmmm. now that sounds *fun.*

    thanks for sharing this. i’ve been looking for more complex dynamics lately (where the same person doesn’t always top or bottom). makes me feel like i can envision it for myself.

  17. Jack Sprat could eat no fat

    His wife could eat no lean

    And so betwixt the two of them

    They licked the platter clean

    Jack ate all the lean,

    Joan ate all the fat.

    The bone they picked it clean,

    Then gave it to the cat

    Jack Sprat was wheeling,

    His wife by the ditch.

    The barrow turned over,

    And in she did pitch.

    Says Jack, “She’ll be drowned!”

    But Joan did reply,

    “I don’t think I shall,

    For the ditch is quite dry.”

    How Fucking hot is that!

  18. Jack Sprat could eat no fat

    His wife could eat no lean

    And so betwixt the two of them

    They licked the platter clean

    Jack ate all the lean,

    Joan ate all the fat.

    The bone they picked it clean,

    Then gave it to the cat

    Jack Sprat was wheeling,

    His wife by the ditch.

    The barrow turned over,

    And in she did pitch.

    Says Jack, “She’ll be drowned!”

    But Joan did reply,

    “I don’t think I shall,

    For the ditch is quite dry.”

    How Fucking hot is that!

  19. Totally hot! Also sounds like you have some good tongue skills, which is always a good thing.

  20. Totally hot! Also sounds like you have some good tongue skills, which is always a good thing.

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