The Routine

It felt good to have daily routines. It made her feel rooted. The same breakfast every morning; oatmeal with a banana in the winter and fall, yogurt and granola in the summer and spring. She always took the 8:14am train into the city. She always got to the station early and bought the Times and a medium coffee; skim milk, no sugar.

Three days a week she went to the gym before work. Chest and biceps on Tuesday, shoulder and triceps on Thursday, and back and legs on Saturday.

On Sundays she made and packed lunches for the week. A lean protein, two vegetables, no starch, and a piece of fruit.

On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays after work she took the subway downtown instead of getting the PATH train home and stopped for an hour or so at his apartment.


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The Little Bird Part 3/3

Jason froze.

From the living room he heard the sounds of the front door closing and locking, then a jacket being hung up in the closet, then someone walking around, then silence.

He hopped off the bed and grabbed his jeans, almost falling over as he pulled them on.

“Jason?” said Ray from the other side of the bedroom door.

“Um, yeah?” Jason answered.

“Sorry to come back unannounced, but you weren’t answering your texts.“

Jason didn’t know what to say.

“Just wanted to make sure you didn’t leave her all alone or get freaked out or anything,” Ray added.

“Um, no. We’re cool,” Jay said, looking at the mostly naked girl who had a rather bemused smile.

“Can I come in?” Ray asked rather seriously.


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The Little Bird 2/3

In his best friend’s bedroom, holding the leash of a mostly naked girl, Jason listened for the slamming of the apartment door.

When the sound came he closed his eyes and thought deeply about his situation.

He was still high on the kisses of his first date with a pretty girl. His body was still primed to fuck. In his hand was the leash of a girl who had been kept in a cage consensually, made to masturbate, but not come, every few hours, and who was now ordered to do anything he wanted.

A slow electric feeling flooded his veins. Power. Power, desire, and confusion.

He looked down at her, kneeling at his feet. She was a pretty thing, oval face dominated by wide eyes amplified by thick black eye makeup that came to winged points. Her lips were fat and perfectly painted as well, a dark matte red.

“Anything you want.”


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The Little Bird Part 1/3

Sometimes after a really good first date, you walk around in a daze. A stupid grin plastered on your face, a drunken wobble in your gate, and a fog over your eyes.

That’s where Jason was as he made his way through the east Village and up to the apartment of his best friend Ray.

Ray opened the door and immediately rolled his eyes at his friend’s swooning smile.

“Oh boy, not again,” he said, letting Jason float into his apartment.

“No man, this is serious, I’m in-” Jason started but Ray stopped him.

“Don’t say it, don’t say it, I know, you’re in love. At least wait until the second date to tell her,” he laughed as he popped opened each of them a beer.


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The Order of Dionysus: The Pass

There really wasn’t anything special about her. Well, other than her curiosity.

I saw her almost every day on the A train. She often wore that sort of post collegiate uniform of the early 2000s; tight dark blue jeans tucked into calf high leather boots, a gauzy white blouse, various Anthropology accessories.

Yet there was something unique about her smile and the way she looked around the subway car. No phone in her hand, no book, just perusing people.

Admittedly, there was also her tits and her hips and her ass. They were large. Her breasts were almost too large for her frame, though they were often camouflaged by her loose blouses, though occasionally on display with a low cut sweater.

That day it was a tight, light gray, low cut blouse with a wine colored cardigan over it. The deep line of her cleavage extra pronounced because of her rather awkward position between a bespectacled octogenarian and shopping bag laden hausfrau.

It wasn’t the first day I noticed it, but that day she was rather prominently displaying a symbolic pin on her jacket. It was the golden symbol of The Order of Dionysus. A bunch of grapes, resplendent with leaves and tendrils, and in the center a little O and a little D. The letters only really recognisable to someone in the know.


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Bottoming to a Man

He was a somewhat famous and remarkably talented artist and educator. Ten years older than me, or so. He was taller and broader than me, with a large thick beard. We had met and spoken a few times, but he saw me walking around at an event with my pant legs folded up with purple socks and sock garters and he complimented me on my calves. He later approached me and said he would love to cane my calves. I accepted, nervously.

There was something very different about the way he grabbed me by the scruff of my neck and pushed me against a wall. He asked if I would be a good boy for him. I nodded, “yessir,” my head going into a very different space that I was used to.

Then he started hitting me, reasonably hard, on the calves with various thickness of canes. Most of the time he held me by the back of my neck of pit his large hand on my back to steady me. It’s something I started doing in scenes, maintaining a physical connection and a reminder of control.

As usual, I became pretty stoic, just my hands on the wall, my jaw tight, taking every strike silently. He wasn’t having that though, he roughed me up, pull me out of my trance.

The scene went on and finally he asked if I could take “five of his best.”

I eagerly agree. My head and body had transitioned to a place where I could take a lot of pain and transform it into something else. Pleasure? Power? Something. I was greedy for more and getting cocky.

He pulled back with a thick rattan cane and thwack. Then again. Then he leaned in and asked “aren’t you going to count for me?”

I smiled up at him.

“Oh, did you start?” I bratted.

His smile became huge. “Oh, thank you for saying that,” he said, going to his back and getting a much meaner resin cane.

Cocky bratty Jack lasted one one or two hits. Then my knees buckled and I could stand up.

Girls’ Night In

Friday night was for going out. Saturdays were for brunch and adventures. Sunday though, Sunday was girls’ night in.

Well, theoretically. I actually didn’t go out much on Fridays or Saturdays, but my roommate did. She took pity on me though and would watch dumb tv shows and silly movies with me on Sunday.

“Becca, popcorn?” my roommate Cassie shouted from the kitchen.

“Yes, duh!” I replied.

She laughed and ran into the living room holding two jars. “Cinnamon Kettle Corn or Mexican Spice?”

“Surprise me,” I said with my usual crooked smile.

As per usual, Cassie’s outfit was shocking. Little black panties, gray thigh high socks, and no top or bra.

“A bowl of each!” she proclaimed.

I gave her a thumbs up, trying not to let her see that I was blushing.

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The Sexy Cats of Halloween

I’m not sure how or why, but one Halloween I decided to collect stray cats.

It started on the L train. Her name was Bianca, she was in college. She seemed a little self conscious about how low cut her dress was and how the tops of her thigh highs were visible when she walked because her dress was so short.

Her costume was just a black dress, black thigh high stockings held up with a pretty garter belt, cat ears, and whiskers drawn on her cheeks.

Her eyes were very wide and thickly rimmed with black eyeliner, a sharp wing at the edges of each eye. She was pretty and chubby and blushed when I complimented her dark red lipstick.

She was shy at first, but I was charming. She had left a party her friend threw early. She didn’t like the vibe. I told her I was collecting cats and we would make our own party. She thought it was a good idea.

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Getting Off

In her eyes, forever, there was a Midwest kindness. But New York City had let her down and most of the time she was sad under those thick black bangs.

It wasn’t exactly shame that shown in her face when she climbed the stairs to my apartment, but burden. Her kinks were a hassle and she wished she could come some other way, but she was stuck with her desires.

It concerned me, to a point, but there came a time when I had to trust in her ability to make up her own mind.

And after a few drinks her frown melted and the easy smile she fought against came out.

She was a good kid. Tall and strong, corn fed with a big ass. Tattooed arms and a too tight tee shirt.

Walking around my place naked when I had the curtains open made her nervous. She liked that.

What she hated, were the pigtails.

But in the end serving is what got her off. Embarrassment too. The way I made her ask for it. The way I spanked her until she was panting and begging. The way I laughed at how wet she got.

When she was getting fucked hard was the only time she stopped overthinking the world. I could see it in her eyes, a blank animal state, pure want and stupid lust.

Sometimes I felt guilty because I knew my belt was her drug of choice.

Usually I didn’t care.

Stay

In the beginning it was just a simple rule. Stay put. It made her nervous and excited. It made her happy because it was an easy rule to follow. It made her pout because it was too easy, she wanted to show him that she could do more. She could be a good girl. She could be useful in all sorts of ways.

The place she was asked to stay was his lap, which was sweet. She tried to be still as he typed on his computer. Occasionally he got up, but she was to stay in the living room, waiting for him to return.

He brought her tea and petted her hair and she tried to be patient and unobtrusive while he worked.

The reality crept up after the second hour.

“Sir, can I-”

“Shh,” he said, putting a finger over her lips.

She quieted down. There was a pressure building between her legs. Too much tea. It made her jittery and have to pee. She wasn’t sure how to ask without braking her silence.

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